Wednesday, March 24, 2010

a piece...

If you could see her one last time, what would you say?
I would tell her I love her. And I'll miss her. That we'd all miss her and that she shouldn't leave.
You wouldn't be mad at her? [Shakes her head]
Why should I be?
Aren't you mad at her?
No. I wish she could have talked with me about it, about what was going on in her life and in her mind. It's selfish, and unreasonable, of me to believe I could have been the person that could have changed her mind. It's insane of me to think that any one else could have or couldn't have.
What do you mean?
I mean, maybe there is someone who, if they had talked with her, could have gotten her through it. Then again, maybe there wasn't a someone who could have. Or that she wanted to. She was stubborn in her own way. Maybe she believed she was right.
Do you think she was?
It's not my place to judge her. Or go against her decision.
That's not the question though. Was she right?
No. It's selfish of me to say...
But it's how you truly feel, right?
Right.
What do you miss most about her?
Her kindness. And her smile. She had the biggest heart and a gentle soul.
I wish I could have met her.
The two of you would have gotten along well.

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