after being gone forever...

So, it's an old poem, but I needed to post something than nothing.

I wish I could tell you…

… That I would never have crossed that line.
Your friendship meant more to me
Than the air I breathed.

… That I’m sorry I broke your trust in me.
You looked to me for friendship,
Support,
And advice,
And I broke that.

… That I wish you hadn’t apologized years after
I told you.
How you reacted is how you feel,
That you’ll never feel comfortable around me
And no amount of time
Or friendship
Will change that-
That’s who you are.

… That I may not be able to forgive you now.
You had every right to say those things
To me face-to-face,
But how it was done
Was like a kick in the lungs
And I’m still gasping for air years later.

… That I would have done any thing you wanted me to
And,
If you had asked me to walk away,
I would have
Forever.